04/05/20 First Gear, Without Traffic
And today, suddenly, everything went quiet,
do you remember?
Not in that;
“hey, I just didn’t want to shout”
kind of way,
but
quiet,
like the neighbor’s dog went home.
quiet,
all of you’s in me,
went on strike;
no,
departed for an errant
without leaving a note,
fled recklessly
on a last minute holiday.
So quiet
I couldn’t drink my coffee
without interrogating it
grain by grain,
pleading with the HVAC system to give me a steady beat,
offered the salt bowl a story or two
and then asked it to dance –
it said no.
That kind of quiet;
have you seen it?
A complete strike in every exercise of thinking,
all of my wants sent to the gods;
quiet,
like
there was never any traffic,
only the memory of you
rushing by
rushing by
and a light stain
on the couch
Where someone once spilled
an ounce of wine,
and someone else,
thank god,
never bothered erasing the evidence